leave out

well~sometimes I just felt left out~is it good or bad?I don't know...maybe that's some kind of cause and effect. Many many disappointments happen these days~i remember when i was in saudi whenever i face this kind of situation i go swimming, playing basketball or dancing~ha....it's so different from these day~i need to find a way out...there's no one could dance with me, no place to go sporting........today when i singing at home i just felt weird in a sudden...why those things become so hard to do...what's wrong with my world? remind me of the movie "I am legend.".....who's the different one? who really needs to be cured?even the friendships are more beautiful.those happy days................................................................only remain in my heart. i think my soul need to catch up my world. so stop!!!sh..........!!i know you can do it~and i will keep singing at home.