2009年8月25日 星期二

我決定

發現我沒錯
我還是要愛自己多一點
我決定要愛自己多一點:)

愛自己多一點
也是要學習
也是要努力的
:)

2009年8月24日 星期一

有時我會期望遇到不太一樣的人
一個很成熟 很有智慧 的人
但到最後總發現
好像怎麼樣的人其實也都是一樣的人
人們都一個樣
而我也跟他們一樣

都是
在追尋自我

2009年8月19日 星期三

好累

一連好幾天都出去吃喝玩樂...

接下來要
安排些靜心養性的活動

倦鳥開始想歸巢了...

好累

2009年8月14日 星期五

Big Girls Don't Cry

Big Girls Don't Cry

Songwriters: Ferguson, Stacy; Gad, Tobias;
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection, baby
To be with myself and center
Clarity, peace, serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

The path that I'm walkin', I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and Uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine

Yes, you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers
And share our secret worlds

But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself, and center
Clarity, peace, serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

2009年8月12日 星期三

2009年8月11日 星期二

感謝

最近回去看了一下以前在msn寫的網誌
噗 那時的我真的..........怎麼這麼純(蠢)
也看到那時經歷的一些難過事情
那是一場惡夢
至今忘不了
老天爺就讓我們落在人間
體會人間的苦
說真的 我有時還是好害怕
問怎樣才是對的
沒有永遠的幸福
也不會有答案

感謝那些日子在網誌上幫我加油的人
感謝那些陪我出去散心的人
感謝那些給我勇氣的人
感謝那些借我靠一下的人

雖然那時我沒給回應
因為我太難過
難過到沒力氣去回應
但今天我看到
真的好感動~
他們讓我知道有這股力量
我會把它傳出去

2009年8月8日 星期六

看來我是顆草莓

該怎麼說呢.........
其實我算是很幸福的了
不知道自己一天到晚抱怨這麼多幹嘛~

我怕走出我那從小生長的堡壘吧
好怕就會不幸福
不想不幸福

看來我是顆草莓...?
看來我以為我會變不幸福
看來我把自己的幸福建立在別人身上

幸福自己找自己決定
是我要練習的...
變成鐵打的草莓!!

2009年8月7日 星期五

i've lost........

i've lost in this world....
i've lost in my mind....

我不知道自己再想甚麼 要甚麼
遇到相同的事 我在原地打轉
是鬼打牆嗎?

是我自己要變嗎...........

能不能就簡單一點?
我所變的努力的還不夠嗎??
要多累?到底要我多累??

plz.....show me a direction........

2009年8月6日 星期四

i know

i know
if i do what i used to be i won't get anybetter
what's wrong with me
that is not the life i want
jamie you know what to do
i know i know..............