2010年10月27日 星期三

聽聽 I've never been to me






很多的貪心和慾望

人們只看眼前的東西

忘記每一步都該小心翼翼

我們正種下一顆顆的種子...

就算知道 離得開嗎... 放得下嗎...


今天跟Evelina聊天

她說她命帶孤獨

但又說 有人說現代人誰不孤獨~?

那我們擔心個屁!

講完我們哈哈大笑

大家都一樣 無力...


I've never been to me

Hey lady, you, lady, cursing at your life You're a discontented mother and a regimented wife I've no doubt you dream about the things you'll never do But I wish someone had talked to me like I wanna talk to you

I've been to Georgia and California, anywhere I could run Took the hand of a preachman and we made love in the sun But I ran out of places and friendly faces Because I had to be free I've been to paradise, but I've never been to me

Please lady, please, lady, don't just walk away Cause I have this need to tell you why I'm all alone today I can see so much of me still living in your eyes Won't you share a part of a weary heart that has lived a million lies

I've been to Nice and the isle of Greece While I sipped champagne on a yacht I moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo and showed 'em what I've got I've been undressed by kings And I've seen some things that a woman ain't supposed to see I've been to paradise But I've never been to me

(spoken) Hey, you know what paradise is? It's a lie A fantasy we create about people and places as we'd like them to be But you know what truth is? It's that little baby you're holding, And it's that man you fought with this morning, the same one you're going to make love with tonight That's truth, that's love

Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children that might have made me complete But I, I took the sweet life And never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet I spent my life exploring the subtle whoring that cost too much to be free Hey lady, I've been to paradise But I've never been to me

嗨!女士,咒罵著自己人生的女士 妳是個不滿現狀的母親,也是個蠻橫的妻子 對你夢想的事,我並不懷疑 但我希望有人找我談心,像我找你談心一樣

我到過喬治亞州、加州和任何我想去的地方 牽著傳教士的手,在陽光下做愛 我走遍各地,看盡友善的臉孔 只因我想要自由 我曾到過天堂,但從來不曾屬於自己

求求妳,女士,別走開 因為我必須告訴妳,為何我現在孓然一身 從妳眼裡,我看到了昔日的我 何不讓我分擔妳那脆弱的心 妳那活在千萬個謊言中的心

我到過尼斯,到過希臘群島 在遊艇上啜飲著香檳 我像珍哈露一樣搬到蒙地卡羅,炫耀我的斬獲 我曾在國王面前寬衣解帶 也曾看過一些女人不該看到的事物 我曾到過天堂 但從來不曾屬於自己

(口白) 嘿,妳曉得什麼是天堂嗎?那是個謊言 那是我們對人、事、地的憧憬 所編織出來的幻想 但妳知道真相是什麼嗎? 那是妳懷中抱著的嬰兒 那是今天早上和妳共同奮鬥, 晚上一同做愛的男人 那就是真相,那就是愛

有時候我會為未出世的孩子哭泣 也許那會使我的人生更完整 但我選擇了優渥的生活 卻從來不知道樂極也會生悲 我已花了一生縱情聲色 為自由付出太多代價 女士,我曾到過天堂 但從不曾屬於自己 


2010年10月9日 星期六

一個滿滿的泡泡






時間又過了一些
混沌的日子彷彿清明些了...
慢慢的趨向穩定
但內心還是
不安一些些...
害怕一些些...

相信的力量被擊碎後
好難再拾回這些碎片
但我還是試著將它癒合

傷人的是我
壞的是我
可怕的是我
但在我做這些事之前
我是多麼的努力....
怎麼都不願放
直到達臨界點
美麗的泡泡破掉 世界也扭曲了

泡泡還會再回來嗎?
如果我可以不要長大 不要知道 那就好了

請穩穩的帶著我
再一次吹滿一個泡泡
不要再破掉了...