2009年10月23日 星期五

今天放假呢!
可是星座運勢說今天容易與人起口角,事實是我今天一整天開開心心壓~:P
看到我心愛的朋友,收到令人開心的信,令人開心的人來找我,也遇到許多有善的人,和可愛的班長...。而我今天也對人超有善,整個是such a nice day!星座運勢整個不準。

只是晚上在客廳,老爸跟我說了一段姑姑的感情故事,突然讓我心情很低落...
我想我偽裝的很好,應該沒被老爸看出來...。
他不了解...我不是他講的那樣情況...哎...。
但我怎麼說的出口呢?
因為我自己都搞不清楚...
是阿...
連自己都搞不清楚...

2009年10月9日 星期五

女人是灰色的





昨天好累
今天睡起來頭好昏

不過工作方面有進展了:)
但又不能太高興
呵 怕得失心太重
如果有壞消息會難過的
但又不能沒自信
不然運氣好像會變差 哈
凡事總是要拿捏好...
就是這麼麻煩
不能總是順自己的意
需要不斷地將心調適好
不想坐雲霄飛車

對我來說 這世界絕不是黑白的
是灰色的
沒有全然掌控的人生
也是因為這樣
所以人才辛苦

希望有一天
自己可以悠遊在這大片灰色地帶
自然的
愉快的
不想抓住的

今天聽到女性影展的廣告台詞說:
[女人如萬花筒多變的一生。]

篤姬也說過:
[女人幸運地可以在一生當中扮演各種角色。]

女人是灰色的
所以有更大的空間來成就自己
就這樣一步步地走下去

2009年10月8日 星期四

knock you down


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FF5Q1jr28PM


Keri Hilson很性感!


Knock You Down lyrics
Songwriters: Araica, Marcella; Cossom, Kevin; Hills, Floyd Nathaniel; Hilson, Keri; Smith, Shaffer; West, Kanye;

Heh, not again
Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me

Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
(Oh shot me out the sky)

Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
Girl sometimes love

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'

We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick, hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes

Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic
'Cause we had it, we was magic

I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him

Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall
(When it comes around)

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Won't see it coming when it happens, hey
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Yeah

2009年10月6日 星期二

David Lynch 的趣事






















今天又是中午才起床
摸了一陣子 還是決定出門

下過雨的午後
很爽朗
深深的吸了一口氣 舒服

搭到永安市場站
在四號公園跑了幾圈
有音樂陪我
反而覺得不想停下來
運動總是讓我心情愉快

進了圖書館
借了本David Lynch的書
在 A Garden At Night 那篇提到一件有趣的事
他在自己的畫作裡 看見自己畫的植物動起來 而且還聽見風聲
還說 自己沒嗑藥!

我相信!
因為我曾經在跟我男友吵架吵到要分手時
不經意的往天空看去
就那一秒
原本晴朗的天空居然變成了黑白色的!!
世界變成黑白色的...
彷彿靈魂突然被抽離到了另一個世界...

就是會有這麼奇怪的事
直到好久以後我才跟男友提起
他只是抱了我一下
我也發誓我沒嗑藥!!哈

最近好像又慢慢體會到一些事
但在還不明朗時 還是別說吧
只能說都是成長的代價
難過快樂日子一天天過
誰敢說自己哪一天不會再經歷到什麼奇怪有趣的事呢
全部收起來
放在心裡
又是一個故事 :)

2009年10月3日 星期六

stronger

i cried when i went out

i became stronger when i went home :)

hope you will be happier & stronger too!



09 moon festival